2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR, MY LOVELIES!

i hope you had a safe + wonderful new year’s eve celebration. ours was simple + low-key, which was exactly what i wanted this year. for those of you who read my personal blog, you know that i have an odd, fickle relationship with new year’s eve as a holiday in general, so i’m extra happy that it was so stress-free + satisfying this time around. i’m also happy to be spending new year’s day drinking coffee, uploading photos, watching my brother play x-box, and counting down the minutes until the 2011 NHL winter classic, which features my favorite boys this year in my favorite city. so far today has also included reflecting on the previous year, a year that started out pretty scary with my mother being diagnosed with cancer, but ended up being, overall, surprisingly fun, meaningful, inspiring, and memorable in the best ways possible. so, when i look back on 2010, i will be able to say…

…that was the year i

// discovered florence + the machine, mumford & sons, broken social scenes, laura marling, and local natives

// learned how to say “be careful!” and “climb down from” in latin

// watched the penguins go down in the 2nd round of the playoffs, and started my next season countdown far too early

// was given my very first DSLR camera, appropriately named dexter

// found out what chronic lymphocytic leukemia is

// watched a lot of dexter, BSG, 30 rock, better off ted, damages, mad men, the tudors, and united states of tara

// wrote a lot of poetry i’m actually pretty proud of

// saw my boys, the pittsburgh penguins, two rows from ice level, and two other times besides that

// maintained a good GPA + developed new academic contacts

// bought a lot of records, ballet flats, dishware, and bottles of nail polish

// had countless conversation about creative nonfiction + friendship + supernatural + hockey + psychology + the movie inception

// was lucky enough to see the swell season, bob dylan, hanson, and john mayer in concert (from pretty awesome seats, too)

// became OBSESSED with netflix (how did i ever live without it?)

// took hundreds of photos of coffee + tea, cemeteries, books, cats, shoes, clouds, and my little front porch

// turned twenty-two in my favorite place on earth: consol energy center

// reevaluated every priority i’ve ever had in life while spending countless hours in a squeaky, uncomfortable chair next to my mother’s hospital bed at the cleveland clinic

// wandered through shenandoah valley national park

// drank too many starry night shots + sang along too loudly to songs on the radio in bars on weeknights

// ate my weight in con queso, homemade risotto, and blueberry yogurt

// maintained such a lovely group of writer friends

// worked on being more flexible, brave, and even-tempered

// wasn’t lucky enough to travel very much or very far, but still managed to “go” to many new places

// gave into the smart phone craze, and bought a new laptop

// pinned down what i would like the next five years to be like, and started to make the right decisions to get myself there

// tumblrd, tweeted, and started a personal blog

// developed this blog into the super artistic explosion of random creativity + funk that it is now! (bwahahaha)

// reclaimed my status as the master of my fate, the captain of my soul

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i am already oozing with excitement to find out what 2011 has in store for me, my friends, and for all of you here. i am oh so happy to have “met” (most of) you all during this wildly unpredictable + wonderful, incredibly fast year. have a brilliant new year’s day!

xo Alison

winter break so far

PART IV

including christmas eve + christmas day

check out the rest on my flickr

hope you had a WONDERFUL christmas!

mine was filled with…

// homemade hot chocolate + the movie miracle

// finding glitter from various gift wrappings in my hair

// a perfect 2-hr post-unwrapping presents nap

// chinese take out leftovers for breakfast

// twinkle lights and candles as the sole light source

// having an entire meal made up of side dishes

// awesome surprise gifts and “HECK YES!” reactions

// clementines + chocolate kisses

// an ’80s night time soap opera marathon

// having a gloriously stress-free, chaos-free, lazy, quiet time

how was your holiday?

xo Alison

my life as a writer

office hours

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research

{eva wylie}

{florence}

{ireland by sabrina ward harrison}

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business lunch

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supply closet

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water cooler

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business casual

what’s happening in your corner of the world today?

xo Alison

creative crush: sophie alda

hey there, lovelies

how are you today? for me, it’s a third cup of coffee type of day. it’s cool + bright, the 2010 nhl season is officially over {wooo chicago!}, and i’ve been working on a self-reflective essay all afternoon. it’s a little tiring writing that much about yourself…says the girl who blogs daily. seriously, though, finding a way to fill a few pages discussing my poetry + writing style + revision process has left me wanting to do anything but write. which is why am i getting through the day will a little help from haagen-dazs mango sherbet, comforting music blaring in my ears, and the massive amount of creativity + originality happening in sophie alda’s mind. which is why…

sophie alda is my latest creative crush

are you as in love as i am? because i adore these quirky + comical + unpredictable + remarkable illustrations. the colors + shapes + strangeness are innately interesting and oddly endearing. i totally want to party with sophie alda. seriously. how could you not?

this is where you can find the immensely talented sophie alda

hope your thursday has been swell ❤

xo Alison

to my clavicle

it’s the beginning of june and here’s what’s been on my mind

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{at the start of each month i stop & take a moment to recount & remember the last four weeks}

:: hockey. i miss it. i miss my boys. i miss post-practice scrums + off day videos + locker room sound bites. i miss the excitement of a break away, the thrill of an OT goal. i miss singing along with the anthems. i miss keeping track of the conference scores +  refreshing my penguins app on the hour + figuring out which games we’re going to go to. i miss scheduling my life around games. i even miss the nhl center ice theme songs. i loath this time of year, with the stress + inevitable disappointment of free agency, and watching the SC final like a kid peaking through a window. and i have been watching the final {go me!} and rooting for the hawks {woooo 2-0!}…but it’s not the same. it’s not my boys. it’s not the long haul of the regular season. it’s not “sorry, i gotta go, the third period is starting.” or “i can’t, we have a game.” basically, i miss one of my biggest passions. is it october yet?

:: muffins.

:: john mayer. for the first time since 2003, JM will be performing a concert in town that i won’t be at. it makes me blue. i know i’ve seen him many, many times, and i know i just saw him in january from our best seats yet {2nd row center!}, but it still doesn’t change the sting of change. and here’s why i adore him ::

:: organization. over the last few weeks i’ve let myself become scattered + disorganized. my room is a mess. my closet is a disaster. my shoes are everywhere. even my writing desk is becoming cluttered. and it’s starting to weigh me down. i sort of feel like there’s a kite attached to my clavicle that continues to pull at me in annoyance every time i try to concentrate, reminding me that things are too. damn. messy. i need to fix that. i need to clear my mind + space + and get back to the real me.

:: films. i’m in a movie rut. over the last couple months i’ve watched a ton of movies, but besides the sublime up in the air and fantastic mr. fox {oooh, i’m sensing a theme}, they’ve mostly fallen flat. the brother’s bloom, away we go, 500 days of summer, flags of our fathers, the chumscrubber, bright star, persuasion, defiance, and most recently an education…all left me disappointed. each had moments i enjoyed, and some had parts that i loved. none of them blew me away, though, or touched me, moved me, made me want to watch them again the next day. any suggestions? i’m sick of being underwhelmed. ugh.

:: whales.

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:: waiting. for those keeping track, next month is my mother’s big oncology appointment when we decide if she’s going to begin chemotherapy treatment for leukemia or not. in april, july was far + hot + blurry. now it’s practically tomorrow. it’s kind of like realizing how close the spring semester is once you reach the other side of new years, except not entirely because these tests predict + affect our lives in a way that dwarfs sociology 101. overall i’m hopeful + optimistic. strangely, or maybe miraculously, enough i’ve managed to put the reality of cancer in a box and put the box in a locked drawer for the last month, in a denial-free, functioning sort of way.  that could change soon though. and it’s a little scary.

:: history. i’ve always been an english + history > math + science type girl, the emphasis being on english, obviously. recently, however, i’ve really started to fall in love with history. the language arts have been an integral part of my life for so long, it’s exciting to be excited by another branch of education, another world of courses, another potential career path. it makes me a bit sad for people who can’t figure out one thing they want to do, and very grateful that i have trouble settling on just one. and also very grateful that i have the opportunity to take the classes i do on this beautiful + addicting subject.

:: these forgotten moments…

what were your last four weeks like, my dears?

xo Alison

p.s. have you bought the new jack johnson yet? it’s kind of amazing. ❤